Saturday, May 10, 2008

I hate this time of year

Well this is one of the few times of year when being single woman sucks. I am not married and do not have kids. When people start to wish you a happy mothers day then go Oops I forgot your not a mother. Boy that feels like your heart being ripped out and smashed. The only other day harder then mothers day is valentine's day. It is hard to watch others get beautiful flowers and candy. Leaving work as soon as possible because they have dinner plans. It sucks.. It just reminds me of what a failure in the love department I am. What a fool I was not to say yes to the one man who did want to marry me. I was young then and wanted to complete so much. Yeah I have not completed any of it. My goal was to married by the time I was 26 and then start a family. I am now 32 and have nothing.

Today I am a broken hearted sad panda. :(

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