Monday, May 26, 2008

Well Since I last wrote a lot has happened. I have been to England and Scotland. That country is so beautiful. I would move there if it was possible. I am not sure what I would do to pay the bills. I felt like I belonged there. Here I just feel like I am suppose serve my coworkers. I feel like people just expect me to do it for them. I am tired of waiting on everyone else. I get tired of hearing " I was going to do that". No you were not. Quit lying... But anyways.. I watched the boys on Saturday night. They were sweet as usual. I watched them at a birthday party. There was about a dozen kids there. At one time about 1/2 of them I currently watch. I was upstairs reading with Dom and the father came and told me to keep the kids out of the bedrooms. He made me feel like it was my job to watch everyone else's kids which it is not. I knew where my kids where and what they were up to. One of my kids was sitting with me reading and the other was watching TV down stairs. My children were behaving. You need to talk to your daughter who said it was fine for everyone to play in the other bedrooms. I have never felt like that watching the children I watch. My parents are nice and treat me with respect. I am glad I am not their nanny.

Okay back to travel. I have been working on a blog for my trip. It is on This is a cool site. You can meet people who are either traveling to the same place you are going or need help planning their trip. You can create blogs, write reviews on locations. Love this site..

Next vent. Clothing vent.. Designers listen up. We fluffy ladies are upset. I wear a size 16. It is so hard to find stuff that truly fits. Us women want a size 16 to fit a 16. I have been to places where a 16 in women's was too tight but when I go to the Positively Plus section and get 16 it is way too big. I HATE shopping it makes me cry. There are 2 stores that I have found that Carry stylist clothes that fit the fluffy set. A size 16 should be a size 16 not a 14 or 18 labeled as a 16. Do designers realize that 30somethings in the plus size want stylish clothes not Granny style clothes. And just because we a fluffy does not mean we have a crotch that goes to our knees. I wanna wear cute clothing. Mom's vent is about shoes. People with small feet do not want shoes that look like they belong on a child or teen. Well that is all I can think if right now,

And a lot has happened.. So here is all the drama.. October started off with a BANG. Yep.. I was rear-ended on Interstate Highway 95. He broke my baby and my mom. I will live.. I hurt but I will Live.. The rear-end of my baby was smashed in to the point I could not open the back door. If you want to see pictures you can go to my photos on here. Mom lost consciousness 3 time. We were taken to the worse hospital in the county by the paramedic with a god complex. He was a Prick.. The guy that hit me... Oh he was a gem too. He did not think he deserved a ticket. Hello idiot.. You run into someone you do deserve it. So now Mom & I have had to add a whole bunch of new men to our lives - A Chiropractor, Dr. Slattery, A Neurologist, an Orthopedic and Psychologist.. And we are not done yet. Six months later my hip still hurts and now I have tremors in my hands (worse on the left). Mom’s headaches have gotten better but she still has numbness from the waist down. So lets move into November.. At the beginning the November my 21 year old cousin died. Well she had sleep apnea and was on a machine to sleep with. Well she went to her boyfriend’s house and did not take her machine and passed away during the night. So I have lost 3 generations of my family in 2 years. So we a slowly moving through the month of November.. On November 23rd a guy not pay attention hit Cory on his motorcycle. So he broke his leg and ended up with a plate in. Not the plate he wanted for Thanksgiving. He spent 3 days in the hospital with the alias Echo Trauma.. Well.. The hospital now knows he is not allowed to have Morphine. It makes him crazy and paranoid. A few days later and he is walking with a new little limp and has some road rash.. He is on the road to recovery.. Christmas is coming fast.. then it is here and gone.. I have a emotional breakdown at work.. I get sent to a psychologist. We meet for the first time mid-December. It is great when a trained professional tells you have every right to be depressed. Yeah.. I am not crazy.. The thoughts going through my head are not what I really needed but it was great to have someone listen to you and not want to interrupt and talk about themselves.. So I leave with a script for Wellbutrin and try to get my life back in order. Well after over 2 months I am finally getting rid of this horrible rental car and back into a real car. Yep. it took 67 days for his insurance company to get things in order.. oh that is not it.. They thought the car was already done. Hello.. No it is not... After some threats to go the state insurance commissioner and we get my car back. Then Christmas comes and goes.. A few days later I receive a summons from the courts of Brevard County. The dickhead is fighting his ticket. So on January 9th I go to court and he does not show up. So we have to go back to court February 28th. This time he does show and has to pay the fine along with the 8hrs of defensive driving school. So other then that I have been trying to go to the gym. The Wellbutrin is help with the weight loss.. I am down about 22pounds. I am fitting in regular women's clothes.. Yeah.. Bad this is it is not good for the budget.Even the shorts I bought 2 months ago now ae getting too loose.. Oh okay family drama.. My grandfather is seeing a woman the age of 58.. He is 80.... He apparently has gone through $60,000 since grandmother passed away. He has a car financed (that is not BJ’s). I have also found out that he gave Elizabeth and BJ $5,000 each. Do you know what I could do with $5,000. I could almost pay off all my credit cards. It is always the oldest that get jipped.. I have always been shafted when it comes to the family... I am the only one who has not robbed him blind in my 32 years of life. Oh well family dramas..

Some thing that I have also been doing is reading and going to the Gym where it is my MP3 and me..

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