Sunday, August 28, 2005

Why do men do this..

Why is it that when you start to move on about a relationship you were in with them they have to pop back up and play with your heart strings? A guy from my past that I care about then he just up and disappeared with the girl he had supposable broke up with. (this was 6 years ago) the a year after he disappeared I get a call and he and her are expecting a baby... Than another phone call from him and she (the baby) is a year old.
Spring forward to Now. We have always talked when he is on shift at the fire department. I worried about him when Hurricane Charley hit his area. The thing that gets me is every time we take he has to make comments like "I still have feeling for you" I have always had feelings for you" and so on... Well if you really had feeling for me why did not take it one step further then just sex. You pretended to like me but used me then ran off with someone else and you wonder why I get defensive and snappy during our talks.
To be quite frank I have two guys like this. Both giving the same bullshit lines and excuses. I am tired of hearing "I still care about you.. Yeah what ever. You thought about that when you were using me. Don't pretend to care now because I know you are still full of Shit... The bad thing is they don't think that they did anything wrong. They did not realize that they hurt me.. Are you both that stupid? Wake up call I have shed enough tears and I am trying to move on. Why do you both have to keep bring up the past? Go run to your wives and leave me alone..... Men they are just so frustrating.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Tired, Very tired...

I do not know what it is but right now I just can not get enough sleep. I have no energy. I don't feel like going to work. I can barely keep my eyes open this morning to make it to work. I would love just to stay cuddled in bed with my two sweet little pups. They are both sleeping, dreaming away. Cody is in his tight little ball & I.V. Grace is sprawled the length of the couch. I wish I could have their days, lounging around.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

New Puppy Pictures

Monday, August 15, 2005

Home from SDV

I have returned from SDV Orlando and boy am I tired. I accually returned yesterday but I am still tired. I think I got a whole 18hrs of sleep sine Thursday. I visited disney Friday morning to watch them open the park which was fun too see the chacters ride up on the train. I completed about 37 pages total. We had a fun time laughing and carrying on. We went and watched to Magic Kingdom fireworks from the ninth floor in the hotel, they were beautiful. well I have to go since I have to go back to work tomorrow. YUCK!!!!! I hate that place...

Monday, August 08, 2005

2 days to go.... SDV you are in my sights

SDV is just 2 days away. A time away from my insane job. Time away from a few of my insane co-workers & patients. Only two days of sharon's mood swings & dramatic productions. YEAH ! ! ! ! !... Time away to do some thinking of what I want to do next. Do I want to stay at my current job? Do I want to find a new one? In or out of the medical field?

Okay back to the title... SDV at Disney's Contemporary hotel. With my own room. Four days of scrapbooking at the mouse house. Think about it waking up and going straight to the magic kingdom. Run to epcot for lunch.. Smashing pennies at the hotels.. I CAN NOT WAIT.... Wait I still have to pack my clothes.. Oops guess I will need those.. Don't think they would like this chubby chick running around naked.. scary.... Gotta go pack..

Monday, August 01, 2005

Harry Potter & The Half-blooded Prince

****If you have not finished the book MOVE ON - Spoiler Post****

Well I have finally finished Year six of the Harry Potter series. In about 2 weeks I must add which is pretty good for me. This book was just totally wrong. The ending was just Horrible. One of the greatest characters was killed off. Yes Dumbledore was killed by one of his trusted members of staff, Severus Snape. I can not believe the way the book ended. There are a few pointsof the books that I tuly enjoyed. Harry finally going after Ginny then he pushes her away for search out and kill the person who took everyone Harry has loved away. Tonks confessing her love for Remus and it starting to head toward a direction for happiness & love. But the Death of Dumbledore is just so heart wrenching... I am so in mourning now.. Heart broken. And what is even worse it will probably be another 2 years before the next book comes out.. Oh frustrating.. Hurry Up J.K. Rowling and finish book 7!!!!!!!!!!!!